meeee

i have been reevaluating my life lately and in the process have discovered things about me that i love. i love robert frost. his poems are dark but beautiful. i love to have deep discussions..if only there were more people who would prefer talking about life and growth over who her baby daddy is. i like to blog though in the future some blogs might be private...but i hate making things private its like i should be me and fuck what anyone thinks right? not fuck what anyone thinks because everyone to some degree cares what someone thinks but more like if im one hundred percent me all the time and people like me than they like me but if i hide parts of myself due to embarrassment or shame or whatever then people who like me dont know the real me so how would i feel good about them liking me right? i mean if you like what i show you but im not showing the truth then u dont like me afterall you like this figment of what i have given you. well thats not really relevent to my point of this blog. or is it? oo i dont know. i dont even know if blogs have to have a point i mean do they really? no arent blogs just rambling ons about me me me you you you. whatever. i love me. i really love me. i think people can go a whole lifetime without ever discovering their true self.i feel so excited about the future or maybe its just this damn coffee i drank.